I am writing this article at a time when a very deep Aghor sadhna is ongoing. This is not something usually spoken about openly, yet there are moments when inner experiences seek expression. What I have felt is the presence of Devi Bhairavi in her closest and most profound form — as pure love, manifest and unmanifest, beyond the limits of thought and imagination.
She is warmth itself, the embodiment of divine, ravishing love — the perfect feminine consort to Bhairav, the balance to the perfect masculine. In deep meditation, this presence feels pink-red in essence, cozy and nurturing, yet infinitely powerful.
According to deep dhyan and meditative rites, only a true Aghor or sadhak experiences the eternal origins. The eternal, the absolute infinity, the absolute nothingness is Shiv. From this nothingness arises the first consciousness, feminine in nature. She emerges from the heart of Shiva’s void — a void that wants nothing, knows nothing, and yet contains everything. This consciousness is Shiva himself in pure, conscious feminine form.
From this consciousness arises the first energy — the most primordial and sacred power of love. It is the most powerful, wrathful, and blazing godly light beyond imagination. This eternal force manifests as the ever-evolving life force. From it emerge will, desire, and alongside them, a parallel cosmic energy — fear — moving like a serpent through existence. Fear drains life force, and from it have evolved parasitic and vampiric entities that survive by feeding on others.
Yet love stands beyond comparison. Its origin is infinity itself. Though it manifests in countless forms, there exists a realm where this energy has condensed enough to be felt and touched — the material realm, Earth. Here, love expresses itself in countless ways: young love, mature love, affection, attachment, heartbreak, soulful devotion, human bonds, and deep connections across infinite combinations.
In our realm, love is experimental. We are here to experience its many forms — to fall in love, to be broken, to feel loneliness, and eventually to rise toward the most divine and primordial state of love, until we become love itself.
This cosmos contains endless beings and civilizations. Earth itself has hosted ancient and advanced races. Yet through deep meditation, I have felt that the human being is among the most powerful, advanced, dangerous, and experimental creations of life force.
The word human itself is profound. “Hue” signifies color, shade, and light. “Man” refers to the upright being. Together, human means a being of many shades, colors, and divine light.
Through meditation, I have perceived why humans were created and why love is the most powerful force. Many beings — especially from the underworld and spirit realms — do not favor humans, often for valid reasons, including our tendency to destroy what surrounds us. Yet humans possess a unique capacity.
Humans alone can summon, embody, and become the most primordial energy of all — love. Other beings experience fear, anger, desire, jealousy, and attachment. What makes humans divine is their ability to invoke and become love itself.
Those bhakts, yogis, Aghors, and spiritual seekers who worship divine archetypes understand how energy and consciousness can inhabit the body through devotion. Yet the human capacity surpasses even divine forms. When a human summons not a deity, but pure love itself, they can contain it to such an extent that they become enlightenment itself.
Even a single drop of this energy can burn through the hearts and souls of beings, demons, and angels alike. But a human who becomes love can transform into the raging fire of divine passion — the love of Yashua, the devotion of Goddess Parvati, the radiance of Goddess Isis.
Only humans can hold such divine light without being destroyed by it. That is why humanity was created — as the most powerful experiment of existence.
The embodiment of this ancient, primordial love is bhakti, Aghor, tapasya, and the divine union of masculine and feminine — Shiva and Shakti. In deep meditation, I have seen that Shiva is the void, yet even the void responds when called with the love of Parvati, the Adi Shakti within the soul. Only the warm, nurturing light of Ma Bhairavi can summon Bhairav from nothingness into form.
About the Author
My name is Amandeep Singh. I am a traveler of the soul, wandering through oceans of time and space since ages beyond memory. I am a musician and a sadhak, an Aghor by soul.
I am trained in tarot card reading, Shiv Shakti Reiki healing, and Aghor occult sciences. I have been offering coaching, initiations, and healing to clients for over 20 years.
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